This past Thursday marked 90 days since I was admitted to the hospital from overwhelming anxiety. I can’t say that I’m totally cured but hell, what fun would that be anyway?!
I can say without a doubt that I am feeling better than I have in years, on a fraction of the meds and am much happier and more present in my daily life.
Life spent avoiding anxiety in my experience is a first class ticket to misery. Only through acceptance and learning how to live with our anxiety can we have hope. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder nearly 15 years ago and until the last 90 days I spent those prior years fighting against my anxiety to no avail.
I’d be remiss if I didn’t thank my friends, family, therapists and specifically my anxiety supports that have been there for me with unconditional help and love. They have been incredibly supportive and I owe my recovery to them.
As they say everything happens for a reason and I believe this has happened to me so I can share my story to help others. I spoke last week at the outpatient program and will be sharing my story for the People Tree next week and I will share my story with anyone who needs help.
If you need evidence of hope I am here today to tell you it is possible. I still have anxious days and spikes of anxiety for no discernible reason, but that’s what makes anxiety disorders so damn hard. Yet there is hope!
Congratulations to you for being 90 days out. I hope that with each passing day you’re able to find more calm and peace of mind than the day behind you. From one anxiety sufferer to another, I completely know how it feels!
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Thank u so much! It does seem like we are alone but I amazed and how many people have the same challenges!
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Very proud and happy. You are special!
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Thank you John love you!
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